Grouchy

Feeling grouchy today. Ive got a cold and you know how crap that is even when everything else is ok. Constant upset guts. Izzy was up all night coughing and although she was in Chris excellent hands I felt crap I couldn't look after her. More bad mummy and wife thoughts as I've snapped at them all day

No news from Basingstoke , will post here when there is. I don't want to think about it. They could say no and I'm not investing time and more worry ( it terrifies me) into it until we know either way. So please forget about it for now and stop talking about it. Plan B is still a possibility

Going to attempt some sleep and face the world afresh tomorrow